Saturday, July 28, 2012

Unseen and unheard;



 It was a showery evening, where breeze was fresh and ponderous.  I woke up hearing to the chirping of sparrows, which at that time seemed eccentric yet tempting…

© Shilpa Nagaraj
Initially couldn’t distinguish the sounds I heard, it dint even strike me do so. Just sat on the bed and went on listening. I was frozen, as most of us do soon after a cozy sleep. Articulation of any sort was blanked out. Just savoring the unfamiliar harmony…

© Shilpa Nagaraj

Suddenly I was awakened by my senses and all that glory lost its essence. Experience stayed only for a jiffy. As many thoughts were ready to attack me- Which birds were they? Want to see them!  Click pictures and it just went on… leaving just the traces of the experience.

I wished to go back to the glory of being beyond my own conscious sense. Wished to go back, though I knew I can’t. Now those teardrops of happiness have no significance, which are already being manipulated by words. Sometimes the real splendor of being is experienced only for a jiffy, anything after that is just an articulation or glorification. 



Many of us are pre-occupied by other things that we fail to recognize these moments. In the race to gain wisdom through language we are ignoring something called body wisdom. A knowledge which is acquired through senses or beyond senses, which for me seems very exciting. Most of the lessons we learn can be recognized as body wisdom.

Let’s embrace this in order to widen our horizon.

“Some things have to be believed to be seen.”
~ Ralph Hodgson,

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Silent reflection...



When silence in me was provoked,
Heard its echoes in this small creature... 



An ant was walking on a window sill on a rainy evening..
It seemed as if it walked for miles, in search of clarity.
Outer world was blurred but the moist surface helped in slowing down.
Though it tried hard it couldn’t erase the haziness
Climbed up but soon it fell down.

When it got up
It did something which never strike its mind before.
Started exploring the other side of the world
A world which offered endless opportunities,
It could slide over a jam bottle, irritate humans
By going a ride on elongated water tap
And suck the remains of water melon juice…
It could actually experience the joy of living!

Yet it dint forget about the outer world,
A world where the path appeared impossible to walk…
‘It had a curiosity, not expectations’.
Went back by wearing the mask of curiosity
And explored that the widow was slightly open
Finally it slicked out and was drenched by the down pour!  

It’s the world of being, where each moment gives us something more to explore,
Let us not manipulate it by expecting!


Monday, February 20, 2012

Breeze and me!


Sitting on an easy chair in the balcony and  was wondering, what if I could converse with breeze?
Like a soothing music which is making me comfortable to feel its presence…



Me: (though I knew the answer) asked
 Who are you?

Breeze: I’m just what you call as, breeze.

I wasn’t convinced by its answer. So!

Me: What does the phrase “what YOU call as” mean?
Aren’t you what we call you? Are you?

 Couldn’t feel its presence for a while.  After few seconds…  

Breeze: yes, I’m not what “you” call me. 

Was awestruck for a jiffy!

Me: But why?  

Breeze: Coz I’m just me! No name can define who I am.
The way I’m free to move around, I even have the freedom to be just me. Nothing attached to it. "Sometimes, name creates limitations".

Before it vanished… in its sarcastic tone...

Breeze: Who are you?

My eyes wide open, confusion creeping in..

I dint know what to answer.

Supposedly the possible answers would be:
I’m Shilpa? I’m an energy body? A creation of the universe?  A human being?  A thing with flesh, skin and brain?  A combination of mind and soul? It can go on…

But all these answers can symbolize others also! So who am I??
 I’m. not what other's call me. Termed for the convenience? i guess. 


I believe, the quest is endless... In the path of glory one has to find his/her own self.



As it’s truly pleasing to be an explorer!